I am sitting here at 1:13 in the morning and reflecting on my day. What an emotional day it was!! I have gotten to the point of getting the band I could only dream of, background singers to die for, the venue I could only hope to have and a musical set that's coming together in a way that has taken this show in a direction I didn't think it would go at first! I honestly had to sit and cry today...all by myself...for about 10 minutes.
This is my life story and it's important for me to own it. My Naldo has reminded me over and over how important it is that I stay true to what I believed in my head, my heart, my soul. To bring my dream to life. I was reminded ever so dearly by one of my longest life friends on my facebook page today that she was proud to call me her friend because I never gave up on reaching my dream. Wow.......that hit me like a ton of bricks! I think this is the very FIRST thing that I have ever come full circle on something SO important. I couldn't have done it without my husband, family and friends but mostly my sponsors! You can't imagine how easy you made this for me to even 'accept.' See....I have WANTED to do this show for a VERY long time but not just ANY old show in ANY old place at ANY old time. I just CAN'T do things that way. I have patience, I CAN wait...for the better option.
Today was a very emotional day for me because a 'baby' is FINALLY being born...coming to life, out of my mind and body. YOU have helped me achieve this and I can't thank you enough. This trip down memory lane for me is going to bring up some sadness. This past year, as you all know I lost my number one fan- my Dad. I can't tell you how difficult it is going to be for me. But, I thank you all for your support!! I FEEL IT!!! I Luv U all! XO
